Inner demons need to go for walks too (closed)

Mad "politely" stormed off to her room.
What's a confrontation in the hallway did not suit her ego. She tried to be nice and try to use charm, and then when for whatever reason that seem to fail she tried to use brute force. And again failed got a nice kick to the chest to take home.

She's rather angry about it, but she thought that there was probably little that she could do in the ways of not getting a assault charge put on her. That was the last thing she needed to do was end up in jail.
Beside she doesn't quite know the extent of her own anger or strength not at the moment so she figured she will just deal with more important things then getting into a fight and sating her curiosity.

She closed the door behind her and took note that she didn't like the fact it didn't have a lock on it.
This place is just a fancy cage ... I swear... Might look pretty but its still a hospital... I don't belong here....
She hissed in anoyance
<where else would you go>
The voice in her head echoed.
Anywhere! ...
She shout it aloud talking to herself.
I have to have a home... A house .. Or apartment. Something...
<even if you did, it was Madison's... She is dead.. You saw the grave>
Maddy froze and the anger she felt left her and was replaced by fear and sadness.
Indeed she didn't know what she had outside of this room. She couldn't remember and she said desperately trying to recall.

Soon her sadness turned to tears, tears that would never fall from her dead eyes and realizing that fact her fustration turned to anger And she pounded her fits on the table and wanted to throw something at the wall. She picked up the 1st small (shatterable) object she saw and chucked it at the wall With all her might as she yelled in anger.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFFFFFFFUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKK!


She watched the object explode against the wall shattering into little pieces, and this act of Destruction actually made her feel a only a tiny bit better.

She was feeling waves of raw emotions before she picked up the next thing she found and threw it at the wall With even more force.
She didn't yell this time she simply brooded in silence letting the emotions fester.


She floped back on the bed and staired at the contemplating just what to do next

Maddy doesn't seem to give a rat's fart about the broken objects Objects can be replaced and she was sure whatever amount that they were paying the staff of this place  to keep such tight rules and regulations  they can surely afford to fix a hole in the wall and a broken chair.
Besides  the room is not completely trashed or anything . she doesn't care one bit to pick up the pieces or clean it up. She leaves it as it is and stairs at the broken glass.

I need to leave... I need fresh air... This place is getting to me... I did what I was supposed to do...  I'm out...  
She said I'm talking to herself out loud as she paced around the room
Ugh... Fu*k me! What the hell am I going to do.
I don't want to stay here... But I don't know where to go. ..ugh.. God I'm hungry.. I can't think on a empty stomach.
There has to be a cafeteria or lounge around here somewhere. Hell ill even be happy to bet up a vending machine for a bag of chips!
She said as she walks over to the fridge and she starts to look for something to eat

The fridge had 8 bags of blood in it. Other than that just a couple bottles of wine and one bottle of vodka.

Wolf grumbles at looking at the blood packs.. He takes one out and looks at it more closely..
Eww... What the f*ck is this?...
This aint food.... what is this supposed to be Hospital storage? I'm hoping they're not expecting me to drink this....
This ain't even fit for a vampire ...
What am I a pet???
Wolf grumbled and tossed it back inside the refrigerator.
In his head the voices completed
<is that real blood... Are we expected to drink that>
< oh that's so gross I'm going to throw up>
<I will agree with Wolfy, let go see if there is anything real to eat around here. Whatever THAT was ment for its not going to fill our belly>
<agreed>
<agreed>
Heh.. As you ladies wish... Maybe we can get them to order a pizza or something? So it might be a little late for that what time is it?
Wolf said talking out loud and looking around but realized he destroyed the clock and his little fit.

Wolf shrugs, and leaves the room heading for the nurses desk. He approaches with a half smirk on his face..
Hay'ya... I'm sure that the cafeteria is closed for the night, but is there a Lounge? Maybe someplace where I can rough up a vending machine and get a bag of chips? I'm getting hungry and I haven't exactly eating anything today that I can remember.
Wolf's mannerisms and the Cadence and his voice were very different from Mad's. He was more serious more had more of a  monochrome tone.

Wolf pause for a minute looking around at the armed man and he narrowed his eyes Wondering what all of it was about. He stayed quiet and studied their weapon and movement, and what their positions were  in the room . It did make him feel any better that it seem like they're blocking off the exit . He couldn't help but wonder if they were here for him? And if this started into a firefight how could he escape the building without getting shot to pieces.
His mined came up with all different types of possibilities of Escape..... everything from stealing a key card for the elevator or  climbing his way through Elevator Shaft to try to get to the next floor.
To even taking a hostage if need be.
He scanned the room and mentally picked out the weakest Target
<relax ... It won't come to any of that... Be cool>
Madison yelled at him in his mind.
I'm cool...
He mumbled... Then turned to ask the nurse what was going on.
Yo what's with the SWAT goons?

Maddy, vampires don't eat food." it was all he managed to say.

Wolf tilted his head oddly...
Eh...what'cha talk'n 'bout? ... No foodz.... Heh..
Wolf said with us scarf and his voice held cynical undertones waving what Vincent said off.

Beside you can't leave, not without the Primogen's permission

What... Wait...
You're fine right?... Not feeling all moody anymore..
I thought we... Um.. I... mean .. I though I cheered ya up.. My task is over.... I should be able to leave...
Wolf said  unsettled as his speach sliped from "we" to "i". that man made have damn uncomfortable, and he wanted to have as little interaction as possible with him. The fear was clear in Wolf's voice.

Your mission is complete when the Primogen says so. I think you've done well and he will reward you for doing it so fast.

Eh?... Fine...
Yo.. Question... Why is THAT guy in change?
Why do we all have to do what he says?
Is he like the mac-daddy of Mal...Malk..
What the f*ck are we called again?
Wolf question, there was a tad bit of hostility in his voice. Maybe it wasn't for the primagen himself who caused him great fear but maybe it was for more of the fact that he was an authority figure that ruled over him.
<Malk-co-van>
<Malk-cave-men>
<Malk-lavens>
Eh???? What the F*ck ... What ever its called...
he said shaking his head as though he was talking to somebody else that wasn't there

Also, I'm grateful to you Maddy. You're my muse, my inspiration and you helped me through a very difficult time, I won't forget it."

Wolf tilted his head at this as Maddy rejoiced in his mind
<awe how sweet , he is so awesome! He likes me!
Does this mean we are friends?? Wolf ask if we are friends! Come on pretty please! >
Wolf grunted slightly..
So... We are .. Um.. Friends now... Ya?

If you are hungry you can have some of the blood in my room but please don't storm it, alright?"

Eh?.. No.. eww... You mean those blood packs?
They're expecting us to drink that??
Gross.... now that's disgusting... Its.. Cold.. And.. Prepackaged... Who does that???
Wolf said turning his nose up at the very idea.
Now I understand what the alcohol was for, to drink to get up the nerve to actually put that stuff in our mouth.... That's gross.. I'll pass.
He said with a sigh and turned his gaze down the hallway.

Wolf gotta "oh sh!t" look on his face as he saw the two men heading towards them.
Uh-oh....
<Keep Calm Wolf... Don't panic >
Madison yelled at him in his head
<just play it cool and don't say anything to rude again>
<again?.. Did I miss something?>
<oh nothing honey, our little pup has a worse bark then his bite >
Wolf slouched  a bit in has posture and lowered his head, not trying to make eye contact with the two people. he try to make himself as invisible as possible, and took a step back. he prayed that they didn't want to talk to him

We are sibilings my dear Maddy. You have a big family now and I'll take care of you like my baby sister. Don't you worry. I'll explain everything later." while he pointed with his head to the upcoming

Wolf gave a little nod to him and turned to look in the direction he pointed the voices in his head chattered away
<eh... Siblings??... Baby sister??? But... But..>
< indeed.. awe honey, you thought he was cute didn't you?... Well I do admit he looks like he might be a little fun. I wonder how long it would take to break that boy in heeheee >
<Hay! Knock it off! We are married to Roger!>
<oh my lovely sweet Madison, I don't remember any ceremony or any ring being put on my finger
if anything you are the one married to him... >
<I love Roger! We don't need any other man!>
<I love Roger too!.... Though I can't believe he left us here>
You know what I would love? for you stupid b*tches to shut the f*ck up!
Wolf growled aloud in annoyance at their stupid banter.

Wolf shook his head trying to silence their voices as Haquim and Bard aproched. He gave us like nod and tried to follow Vincent's lead for the sake of respect.
Though he was not as elegant about it, and hardly formal. Afterward he reluctantly stood at attention like a soldier awaiting orders.

Madison felt Pride swell within her at the primagens words, and took the helm of the body shoving wolf back down to his dismay.
He screamed in Anger at his denial of freedom as the others just laughed.
<HAY!!! THATS NOT FAIR! >
<ha ha ha>
<Hee-Hee oh you had your fun, now give Madison time to shine>

Madison simply smiled ignoring the voices, her mannerisms took on a more mature demeanor than before. She stood up straight and took on a profecial air about her.

My lord Brad, you are far too kind.
Your words flatter me my Lord.
It was my pleasure to help out master Vincent.
As the protege of Master Shrink it was my duty.
And I thank you kindly for the opportunity to shine.... not just in your eyes my Lord,  but for my entire Clan.
She said with a warm smile. There's a strange sense of Duty and genuiness in her voice. She ment what she said. There was no fight, or Rebellion in her tone or her words...  she was completely genuine, and almost a completely different person from who he had met earlier.

She nodded and made a little bow to the Scourge, acknowledging him as a superior.
Lord Haquim, and it's a pleasure to make your acquaintance Sir.

Of thy Child of Shrink thee commands thou once more to inspire Vincent in his search for answers.
Don't go near, I warn thou of Prator terrible wrath upon thou if done but do what thou must at distance of safety for both." he sentenced

Madison gave the permission of respectful nod of compliance
Of course my lord, I am at your service. I will do as you command.
She said very respectfully and almost militant. While wolf screamed in her head and complain the whole time.
<ARE YOU FU*KING KIDING ME!!! NO! F*CK THIS GUY! NO NO NO!>
<wait... Does that mean we get to hang out with Vincent more??? Yipppy!!!! Let's do it>
<Well ... it's not like we have anything better to do, it could possibly be fun>
< NO! You guys suck!!! You're such a suck up Madison!! >

Madison stood strong and ignored all of the banter in favor of doing her Duty for her Superior

Madison nodded respectfully to the man that approached and she stood at attention. Her hands fixed behind her back holding her wrists and her back straight and head up. Her posture was strong and commending, like that of a leader or a military officer awaiting further orders.

She listened  to the conversation as it took place, though she may have kept quiet her inner voices would not.
<what is a Sabbat?>
<Sabbath?... Like the wiccan holiday? >
<no its a Band! I love that band.. Children of the Grave, Into the Void, Iron Man! Freaking awesome!
These guys don't like Sabbath?
Fu*k man WHO DOSNT LIKE OZZY!! >
Madison's squinted her eyes slightly at Wolf's Outburst in her mind , she desperately wanted to break her silence and tell him to shut up ... But she don't want to cause a scene, So she tried not to let it bother her too much and break her concentration from following the conversation.

Madison paid particular interest when the topic topic of Margaret came up and the fact that they were going to get her to forget things and needed Rodger to come in to help. She felt strange like there was something important about this that she couldn't quite put her finger on and it bothers her greatly to the point where the other personalities picked up on her discomfort.
<ugh... seriously I just don't get it. Why not just kill her?  If she's such a liability and you guys have to go through all this trouble ... wouldnt it be more simple to just  off her??
Why is she so damn special but they would want to keep her around?
She is just a normal  ... They are a dime a dozon>
<wolf...>
<I'm serous >
<maybe she is a important play toy?>




At The Mention Of Clan ventrue Maddy started to laugh in Madison's head.
<oh hay, he is one of those adventure vampires!>
<piff look at how he is dressed. He hardly seems like that adventure type. ..>
<well honey, maybe he's only adventurous in the bedroom. ♡ mmmmm!  you know it's not  you show on the outside it's what's on the inside that counts.. Hee-Hee oh the things I could do to him... Mmmm ♡>
< ugh... if it doesn't involve cutting him open from groin to sternum and making  his insides decorate  his outside....  I'm not interested>
<oh god gross!!!>
<Honey Wolf, you never want to break your toys>
<oh but M, wouldn't it be fun... I know you love dishing out pain.. You toy with them.. And then let me play... We could make one hell of a tag team! Hee-Hee>
<What about Little Maddy.. I don't think she has the heart for such games. Especially the games we like to play Wolfy...>
< she will get used to it... We are monsters after all>
<guys... Stop... Please...>
Madison gritted her teeth and tried again to ignore the banter in her head, it was going in very dark place and she want desperately tell them to shut up and leave Maddy alone, but she couldn't at the moment..
She got a slight uncomfortable look on her face that she was trying to hide behind her smile.

I've never seen such rumble for a mortal. I don't understand. Seven vampires summoned here just to get information about a Sabbat Pack! Its outrageous!

I do agree it is outrageous
She said taking all emotion out of her voice and trying to look at the situation logically and critically.
There's a voice in my head that is telling me that they should just kill her and be done with it. why really go through all this trouble for a human. Is she someone's PET?...

Madison said as she vocalized the words of wolf and M's concern.

For the most part Madison was quiet after words.
Whatever was going on really doesn't concern her that much. She would do whatever duty was asked of her by the Primogeniture.  but she had a hard time really caring about the life of this person especially after the banter going on in her head.  Majority was ruling that they should just kill her, she would be food anyway. Poor Maddy was quiet and trying to ignore the grotesque display of what M & wolf were talking about.
Madison sighed, though she didn't care much about the outcome of what happened to this person she was concerned about why go through all the trouble of trying to get the woman to forget . It struck a chord with her that she couldn't quite remember  like something in her life that was important  but she couldn't put her finger on it .  Though she was curious.... Curious about what was going on,  but not enough to pry into the business of Elders.

While  they waited she didn't talk to Vincent much, she's simply sat In  A Chair by the nurse's desk with her eyes closed until Roger showed up.
She seemed happy to see him and she pushed her inner thoughts aside.
Good evening Rodger..I hope that you are well.
She said in a more formal way then perhaps Rodger was used to hearing from her
<hay Roger is here! Yayh!!>
<ohhhhh goooody> (*sarcasm)
<well its about time ol'Roger boy joined the party... Too bad there is cake>

Madison Ignored this from the voices and simply smiled

The long silence was annoying Madison. Even though her beloved was here there was still so much you wanted to say to him that my escalate her anger and add I need attention to the situation .so she did her best not too. Wolf paced around her inner mind like a dog in a cage feeding off Madison's anoyance waiting for the opportunity to surface he was one of the strongest of the four personalities and Madison new to be weary of him.


Madison didn't take her gaze off Rodger she could tell he wasn't in the best of moods, and to be honest neither was she . The tension of of the place was started to get to her.

//how is it to be father again?//
//your other 'son', Robert, //Now goes by the name 'Caesar'

Madison tilted her head and I started to think back about the homess man she met outside the Gathering
That was him?
She spoke softly a bit in awe..
<I remember him... He sniffed me Hee-Hee>
<ugh... a truly an undesirable my lovelyz.>
< well... honestly that speaks volumes for Rodger now doesn't it.... >
< hay.. Don't pick on Roger... He is doing the best he can>
<Piff... Stop defending him>
<oh oh my... Both of you please shhhhh... I want to hear what going on… you are not making Madison's Job any easier  with your constant  banter >

Job....
Madison blurted out...
I have a job to do... I'm wasting time...
She said with even greater annoyance to her voice

She looked to Roger and gave him a respectful nod
" Rodger.. Its a please to see you my love.
Good luck with your affairs. Right now I have work to do. but I would like to get together later on ... Umm perhaps tomorrow or another day this week and discuss some things with you.  when you have time. Make sure you pencil it into your schedule darling. I will not be taking NO for an answer.
She said with some authority to her voice and leaned over and kissed Rodger on the cheek before grabbing Vincent's wrist and promptly walking him back to his room by the hand
"We have Work to do Vincent, it's best to stay out of these people's way."


.

Madison froze, she was a little more shocked by Roger's sudden tone and concern.
She had never seen anger in him, to her she only knew him to be usually very calm and rational.
She shuttered slightly.
She felt like a child, standing by the neighbor's kid while a angry parent question them about where they were going to go play someplace they shouldn't.
Seeing Roger angry maid Madison feel quite small, and a lot of her confidence drained out of her.
She wasn't afraid of him, but more the beast behind his gaze. She had never seen it in him and she recalled the feelings that the THING inside them brought with it. more so that she was surprised to see these type of emotions stirred up inside Roger

Her eyes darted back and forth between Roger and Vincent before he spoke again, demanding Benson to answer him.
The voices in her mind were silent for once all in unison. Even the loud mouth Wolf felt insignificant and small compared to what was behind Rogers eyes.

Vicent tilted. He just manage to say "Primogen Bard..."
"I understand, say no more. Madison you're reliefed from this task."

Madison was shocked,
<Wait... What?>
<does he have the power to do that?>
<.. I thought that Bard guy was his boss>
<I don't want Roger to get in trouble! Madison tell Roger its OK... We don't mind helping>
<speak for yourself>
<hush both of you>
Madison swallowed hard, there was enough tension in the room that you could cut it with a knife. And this was only adding fuel to the fire.
Roger... Its.. OK.. I'm just his mu...
Madison paused and gritted her teeth as the chaos engulfed her mined. Though she had not really understood the network for what it was she was aware of the waves of voices that were not her own that gently caressed her and gave her comfort. So never has she felt anything like this, she was afraid. All of her inner-selves were. So many voices... So much anger... part of her wanted to question how she was hearing them in her head, she could have swore that it was Rodger and the Primogen... but that would be impossible... though she had no time to contemplate this the screams were deafening and sent chills up her spine.
She felt so small, like Speck of sand in the desert.
And she trembled slightly and fear.

Then with blood inyected eyes Roger said to Madison.
"You're released. We are free to go."

Madison stood frozen watching her beloved suffer, she never wanted to cause him pain.
Maddy screamed in her head desperately trying to break to the surface,
Madison! Comfort him, he's suffering ... can't you feel his sadness??? can't you feel his pain????  Comfort him! We need to cheer him up! Roger!!! ROGER! ... LET ME OUT! I NeED t0 g0 To HiM!!!
Maddy screamed and violently clawed her way to the surface of Madison Wolf's consciousness.

ROGER!
She yelled and rushed to his side. She wrapped her arms around him and held him in the tightest hug she could leaning her head against his shoulder.
I'm here... Not give in to the monster...
I don't want you to get hurt... I love you.
please... Please... Please...
Everything is going to be OK... You will see...

Maddy kissed him and wipe the blood from his eyes with her hand.
Oh god.. You'er hurt.... you're crying blood...
HELP! IS THERE A DOCTOR AROUND??? WE NEED HELP!
She shouted in fear not understanding what blood tears are.
Maddy was frantic, all she saw was the man that she loved was in pain and she wanted to do everything she could to comfort him. She held him tightly and stroked the back of his head with her hand muttering to him..
Its going to be OK... Its going to be OK...
Its always darkest before the dawn, and you can't have a rainbow without a little rain.
The clouds might look dark and stormy now but just know that it can't rain all the time... And tears won't fall forever!
The sun will shine again...
Though sun might not be that Pleasant I guess for us vampires... but hey it makes the flowers grow.
She said in a cheery tone trying to bring some cheer and levity to this very dark and stressful situation
I mean just think of a world without flowers? That would totally suck. I mean yeah sure maybe we can't enjoy the sun anymore but that doesn't mean others can't. And because others can enjoy something they can share their experiences with us... Spreading the joy heehee
She continue to ramble in her optimistic childlike way. Her mannerisms were bouncy and upbeat and she was trying to project that on to Rodger to give him hope and comfort his mind.

Maddy held onto Roger tightly for dear life, she clinged to him and refuse to let herself go.
As he spoke she started to sob slight, and hugged him. It was painful for her to see the person she loves in such the anger.
Roger... I love you, I love you with everything I am.
You are my light, my everything. They told me you abandoned me, I didn't want to believe them! I couldn't... I knew you would come back for me.... Bard said forever and I was so scared but I couldn't lose hope. Even when they tried to convince me that I was alone. I never gave up.

She sobbed tearlessly into his arm.

So much is happening to me that I don't understand. So much is going on that I can't even grasp...
There are all these voices and some are me I think... but not me ... I'm so confined... I'm scared.
I tryed to focus on what Bard wanted...
And Vincent seems really nice.. I want to be his friend. He draws really well.. He drew this amazing picture of a tower being attacked by demons and unearthly creatures, such beautiful destruction. You need to see it.  Vincent called me his muse! He even painted this amazing picture of two people being dragged from a burning house... There way just so much sadness and emotion in his art it's truly amazing. I don't mind helping him.
She said between sobs.

But so much scary stuff is going on here.
Then I got hurt by one of the staff and I wanted to rip his head off... but I didn't...   just went into my room and threw some stuff at the wall.
I was trying to think of a hundred ways to escape this place.... I need you. I can't handle what's happening to me alone. Everybody is so scared and we're all showing it in different ways. I honestly don't know how I'm keeping everything together right now. But I'm trying to hold it together and help people... Just like you Do.

There is all this talk about this poor woman that was in a major accident who just woke up from coma.
I think she might have some information about Black Sabbath.... Maybe their tour dates or something... I don't know...I just wanted to help.


I dont know whats going on... All I know is that you're hurt and I don't want to cause you any pain. I feel like I have been a burden enough on you.
That's why you left me here...
I don't want to be a burden to you
I love you to much to do that to you
She looked up at Roger and there was great pain in her eyes, but even still be on that she would push all that aside just to bring a smile to Roger's face.
She I don't care how much she hurt inside she just wanted him to be happy.

Maddy closed her eyes and continue to hold Rodger tightly even when the man walked up and started speaking to him she just wanted at least one more moment before she had to let go

Empathy + Manipulation (Charmed existence)
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