Back to the Nest (Leila)

Cross smiles.
"Yes she is. I think you'll be too one day or die in the process" *he giggles*

Leila giggles as well.

"You are so good natured Cross thanks for the laugh. And the advice and everything else that you continue to do for me. Why do you keep dealing with me? As much as I've fucked up with you I was sure you were going to write me off by now."

Cross smiles and says
"I've been there myself. Last year was for me a living hell too. Finally I've learned."

Cross smiled and shook his head.
"That's a very long and very sad history for me Leila. May be another time."

He covered again with his blanket and said.
"What are you going to do now?"

Leila nodded in understanding.

"Thank you, for being so understanding of me though. I feel like you have been more than a brother to me.

Leila looked like she wanted to add to that but she stopped and smiled.

"What am I going to do now? I was considering calling Pillar and setting up this meeting with Tantra. Maybe pick your brain a little or perform a strip show for you."

She giggles, and her face lightens.

Cross smiles and seemed to be trying to say something. He seemed uncomfortable with that though and changing his mind he says.
"We can have a big fuck tomorrow. I'll feel alot better then"

Leila noticed his unsaid words and her smile softened. A small chuckle left her mouth at his comment though.

"Seems, like we both have a lot left unsaid here..."

Her beautiful hazel eyes looked searchingly in his.

Cross says as a compliment
"You're a box of mystery Leila. In a good sense of course, that's one thing I like about you."

Leila smiled at his compliment.

"Thank you hun, you know... I like that you still manage to smile and laugh even when things are not ideal. I like that about you!"

Leila would have blushed if she still had pumping blood and for once she was thankful she didn't. She had a school girl like crush on him and she'd been embarrassed to admit it. She kept her face polite and jovial.

"That's one of the reasons I was excited to get back to you, to have some fun and laughter for a change."

If he didn't object Leila got in bed with him.

* He giggles *

"Don't let me soften you. Might be dangerous. Alright?" he smiled.

"You should get ready. Dawn its on its path, I can feel it."

"You like your women cold and hard?"

Leila laughed, her eyes lighting to a brilliant green over the more brown hues they usually took and leaned over him to kiss his full thick lips.

"Have a good day's rest Cross. You sure you don't want a sneak preview for tomorrow before I go?"

Cross smiles and says.
"Flash me with my reward. Tomorrow this will be mine" says while gently caressing Leila's ass.

Leila chuckled and kicked her shoes off. Then she got on her knees on the bed, she'd been wanting to tease him with her body for a few days now. Of course Tantra's words echoed in her head but she pushed them aside for now. Her nimble little fingers went to the undoing of the button and zipper of her jeans. She took a moment to split the fabric revealing some black lace. Her thumbs swept to the side of her hips peeling back the pants on the way. She swiveled her hips slightly and slowly to some internal tune. Her hips made small figure 8's, each swivel brought her pants down lower on her thighs until her legs were bared in front of him.

She flicked her long curly hair to the front of her in a second, then she turned on her knees and bent over so her tantalizing body was splayed for him to see. The small slick of fabric disappeared into her round supple cheeks just waiting and begging for his touch.

As Leila unzipped his pants she felt something rising in the back of her head, as she touched her body unzipping her pants off the smell of her father returned to her. She felt dirty recalling her father touch over her skin, tasted his cum in her mouth and heard his voice entering in her memory again.

Spoiler:

Leila felt the memory slowly inch and weave back into her mind as she started to undress for Cross. The constant and persistant reflection of her father's abusing playing on her mind. His mindless manipulation and abuse of her body. Her hands stroking him to his pleasure and her constant stabs of pain. A taste welled up in her mouth, coppery, stale and pungent. She felt a knot develop in her stomach a repulsion that started to spread to her face.

She took a deep breath and managed to remove the pants to flash him but not without some heavy head work. She didn't smile, she was forcing through the pain and the fear that thoughts of her father normally brought her. Not this time, she wasn't letting him dominate her any longer.

She turned back to look at Cross and put her clothes back on.

"Sweet dreams Cross."

Leila said to him with slightly darkened eyes. She stood up from the bed and went out of his room. She walked quickly down the hall into her own appointed room and closed the door behind her. She threw herself on the bed and curled herself on it.

She needed to chant Tantra's mantra to get over herself, repeating the mantra over in her head. She shut down the memory and walked through the fear of her father's tortured advances over her. The force of the suns rest beginning to weigh her down.

Cross looked at Leila wandering what was wrong, still he said nothing, tomorrow might be a better night.
"Sweet dreams Leila"