Emergency call to David (Star)

" ... Hi... Um.. Yah.. Where are you? Please tell me you haven't gone to the meeting yet.... 'cuz ya going to need a moment to prepar yourself before you go in there......

I... Got baited and caused quite a disturbance.....
I was trying to play nice, trying to do everything you told me ... But these bitches got to me... And I sunk right into their petty trap.

I didn't get violent though as they were attempting to bait me into... They almost expecting it really... I was really trying to be polite and friendly . But because I didn't have years of grooming and etiquette and blah blah blah behind me they started chastising me .... now you know me I don't give a fuck what people say about me , I'm a shit head... and I was cool up until they started talking sh!t about you.

It struck a nerve and I lost it... I think I may have called one of them a monkey in a dress...
.... Yah I did.. I remember that.... oh and that I have seen gangrel who have better manners then they were displaying. Probably some other things too that I can't recall in my haze of anger.

Needless meant to say it didn't end very well, I swear to god I thought I was going to frenzy... Kinda wish I did. Luckily I got kicked from the meeting before the beast got away from me. 'cuz I was about to fucking kill them or at least die try'n....

I didn't drop your name, but... No Doubt they will probably be seeking to punish you for my misdoings....

I'm sorry... I failed you.
I'm not worth of my dignitas, or having you as a sire.... I'm like a tornado that leaves a path of misery Everywhere I Go...
I really don't deserve to be a Ventrue...

All I could think about was red... I wanted to kill then... I still do ..
Look you don't deserve to suffer for my fuck ups... I'm truly sorry..

I just wanted to give you a heads up after the trouble you're probably going to be facing because of me.

.. . "